Assalamualaikum and greetings :)
It has been sooo sooo loong tak update blog ini. Kalau update pun, i've just made it short. Haha. Really sorry guys. I've been very busy at school, spm lagi. Oh haa. Forget to tell.
I'VE FINISHED MY SPM!
Woohoo. (starjump) Happy gilaa. What a relief! Huhh. How's my SPM? Err. Don't ask. Haha. My family know it well. Haha. Boleh lah. Ada yang senang, ada jugaa yang susah. I'm just praying for the best.
Well, I don't actually have a topic today. It's just hmm, yeah you know bosan gilaaa! I'm happy to be back at home sebab dah tak busy dah disesak dengan segala handouts bagai. But now, aku bosaan gilaa. Balik2 buat benda yang sama. Ada banyak benda sebenarnya nak dikongsi, but as I see this white box for new post here, my mind becomes empty.
Hmm. Yeah. SPM came to the end. School life ended yesterday. Say hellooo to the new world. Reality. Which I was scared of. 5 years I've been kept in boarding schools which provide me err I can say adequate education. Tak kira lah dari segi cara hidup, agama, friendship, work tense, positive values, and banyak lagi la benda. Now, I'm standing alone outside here macam burung yang dilepaskan dari sangkarnya yang tak tahu arah. Cewahh.
Takut. Sangat takut. Takut terpengaruh dengan benda benda buruk. Takut tak dapat aplikasikan aapa yang aku dah belajar selama 5 tahun. Takut untuk menjadi dewasa. Takut untuk menghadapi kenyataan. But reality hurts, truth bites. Have to face it. He was the only one yang dapat tolong. I'm just praying I can lead myself well in this challenging and harmful world.
That's the end for today. Daa. :)